Excruciating Agony: My Fight Against the Puzzling Pain of Cluster Headaches
It began on a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I was working as a educator, attempting to manage a new class, when a sharp pain bloomed behind my one eye. This was followed by rapid jolts, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As the school day progressed, the discomfort eased and then returned with greater intensity. Four times that day I left a colleague with activities and ran to the school bathroom to soak my face with cool water. I tried ibuprofen, but the pain remained unrelenting.
The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon establishing an annual cycle. September and October were the worst, then February and March. I could predict the routine: aura in the morning, early pangs on the commute, full-on pain in the classroom by mid-morning. In 2019, a GP eventually referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headaches.
This condition typically begin with severe discomfort around one eye that lasts up to several hours.
About one in 1,000 individuals are affected by the condition, and men are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically start with abrupt, excruciating pain focused on one eye that reaches its peak within minutes and lasts for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are associated with tearing eyes, drooping eyelids or facial sweating. I have the episodic form, which arrives in periodic bouts; others have continuous attacks, characterized by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What unites patients is the severity. One study scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, higher than broken bones or other conditions. Another discovered a significant percentage of cluster patients experienced thoughts of self-harm amid bouts; the number fell to 4% when they were not in pain.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a chronic patient from Wales, isn't surprised. Her attacks began when she was a toddler. “I would hurl myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through her youth. Drinking in her adolescence, similar to several causes, made things more intense. After having sherry at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the transport home.
Her relatives often interpreted her attacks as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs found clerical work after moving, but often concealed her condition. She was fired from one job, partly due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national neurology center.
Nevertheless, the inability to organize daily activities around unpredictable pain took its toll. She especially hated being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her family during the incapacitation caused by the most severe episodes. “It steals from you of the simple freedoms we don't appreciate until they're gone,” she says. She recalls winning tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented across the ages. “The earliest description of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write experts in a book on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil entity who afflicted his victims' heads.
Ancient medical records propose unusual treatments for what modern observers would describe as a migraine. In the middle ages, migraine was identified as a separate condition, with treatments ranging from herbal concoctions to other, more superstitious cures.
It was a Dutch physician who provided the first comprehensive account of a cluster headache. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very intense headache happening and vanishing each day at fixed hours”.
Cluster headaches were only officially classified by global medical committees in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a problem with a key artery that supplies blood to the head. Prominent experts in treating the disorder explain this.
In the late 1990s, researchers released the findings of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed increased activity of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they recovered.
In spite of such progress, diagnosis remains slow. Jamie Charteris's symptoms started in 1986 and felt like “a modelling balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had a sinus issue; he had multiple surgeries before finally being diagnosed in 2014, after a physician researched his complaints.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen mid-attack. “You're tired and low, but not in agony,” one says. He works by ruling out other common head pain disorders, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing the disorder. A thorough history is crucial: on which side do signs occur? For how long? What time of year? Are there precipitating factors, such as alcohol? Specific characteristics such as tearing, drooping eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm the diagnosis. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated clinics. But many first go to A&E or are given inadequate therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she hasn't had an attack since recent years. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misunderstood her pain. She believes the dental profession still need much more education. When another patient sought help from a charity, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a reassuring volunteer talked me through oxygen therapy and drugs until the episode eased.
National guidance on management recommend that patients are offered high-flow oxygen therapy and/or a specific medication delivered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive options include a blood pressure medication, which apparently soothes the bouts of some individuals.
But consultant specialists argue the official guidelines need revising to reflect a clearer clinical process and help GPs avoid incorrect prescriptions. For periodic patients, timing is critical: “The length of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent attacks are handled with acute treatment only. More prolonged or more severe periods require preventives such as certain drugs, sometimes combined with steroids. A significant number of patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an injection into the side of the head where the discomfort is that decreases nerve signals.
The official guidelines need revising to reflect a